I'm a very lucky man

I remember the spot…..I have not been to it since and have no reason to really go back.  It was a shopping mall and twenty-two years ago, Love walked right up to me and said: “Hi….how are you?”…(we had gone to the same school together but had never really met before)


Don’t know….but she wasn’t kidding when we got to the “In sickness and in health” part.

Happy Anniversary Julie……twenty years…I love you….am proud of you…blessed that you are with me…..and thank you for the happiest years of my life.



Well…its been to Long….and you maybe wondering what’s going on?

Am going to: tonight and updating my profile w/ all my current meds. (no changes in the last two years).

If your interested in what drugs I take or other MS’rs take….it’s all listed there.  My profile name is “Smallie” in the MS community. Dates, History, Drug/treatment research….it all there.  Log in and learn.

Things have been good.  MS is still a major player in my daily life…but much less of a burden since stem cell (9/2009) and less still since CCSVI (2/2011).

The only reason I have not blogged is because everyday I find myself becoming more and more like my old “Productive” self.

Some of the “Productive” stuff since my last post:

–         Battling health insurance over 18K worth of claims that were owed to me.

–         Working out at PB 6 hours?week

–         Custom staircase handrail and Newel post install

–         Two Baseball teams (21 games + practice my son)

–         Property Tax appeal

–         Home refinance

–         Income tax

–         Working as much OT as I can and want

–         Working all but 2 days in June

–         Futures planning $$ (always)

–         1000 s.f. of basement wiring

–         900 s.f. of basement remodel prep

–         900 s.f. of basement remodel w/ volunteers (60% complete)

–         Exterior deck painting

Still no excuses for not updating.  Sorry. Some people emailed me about my status and I was pretty short in reply.

Things are good.


Busy is good.

That’s normal life stuff…right?  Busy…

We are all busy…..but when you have a major disease that your dealing w/….then the MonSter disease can really take over that “Life’s busy” stuff.

Thankfully my MS has been stable and I’ve been back to the “getting stuff done around the house” mode.

I’m very happy with my “MS stability” right now.

So nice to not have the disease own me like it used too


A quick “shout out” to all the volunteers that helped us with the basement remodel two weekend’s ago. (Staircase too)

Mom, Dad, Val, Mike, Bill, Silvia, Lynn, John, Jay, Niki, Alex, Payton, Lauren, Nate, and Tony.

It’s starting to come together and kids are getting excited to see the walls going up. Fighting over where the T.V. and game room will be.

Thank you so much.  In those three days I would have never imagined we could have got so much done

Be Well



Where do you see the water level at this point?


My friend Sandi sent me an Email the other day. She wanted to know more about things, how I was doing, cost for CCSVI. She told me she was trying to make a wise decsion. Soooo……it got me thinking…….

“Do I give people the wrong impression that things are better than they really are????”




I hope not…… I still hve MS…… I still walk funny.

So I wrote Sandy back……just to tell her I’m feeling good and happy.


 Hi Sandi,
I have not spoke to anyone from Israel for some time.  I will forward you my last email exchange w/ them.
I paid $10,500 for CCSVI at Pacific Interventionist.
($2500.00 – MRV/ $8000.00 CCSVI procedure) 
Dr Arata. performed the procedure.  I explained in this last update why I chose him over the Hubbard foundation. I am now in the process of billing my own insurance myself.  Dr. Arata provided me with a procedure synopsis and the appropriate insurance codes on the invoice.  Were still working on the Letter of Medical Necessity.  I may just turn in what I have now and see if they will require the LOMN later.
His protocol attacks the valves that interconnect the veins. He does a little more than just balloon your veins. The “valve” is where CCSVI derives from.
Fix the valve…..and the possibility of re-stenosis is greatly decreased.
Two weeks out from CCSVI now and I’m feeling good.  My “Lokomat” workout this morning was my best yet……although when I am tired……the communication to my legs is just not there.  That’s MS and I know that.
CCSVI has helped me recover from these hard workouts more quickly.  I’m also seeing improvement w/ heat sensitivity.
I’m a glass half full sort of guy and I hope that I have not given people the wrong impression of the severity of my improvements.
I have always remained consistent in the fact…that….these procedures are not a cure for MS……but just things that have made my quality of life much better and enabled me to keep working and providing for the family.
The last I spoke with Isreal….they were fooling around with liposuction and working on a new patent for their “Improved” ASC/MSC protocol.
CCSVI has given me a little more life here…….I’m going to see how much it will give me over the summer………then, I may think about giving Slavin a call and seeing what is the latest with Stem Cell. I still believe that Stem cell is the key to Meylin repair that every MS patient needs.
Ever since my stem cell (Sept 2009), I have been stable, happy and working a ton. I think MSC did give me greater Neural communication. It’s been awhile and I still seem to be making small strides in the gym so I’m hopefull for the future and am also broke again from CCSVI costs.
Stable for me is a win.
Is it CCSVI, MSC, Tysabri or a combination of all three????….
I don’t know…but I feel good, am working/providing,happy…and that is just where I am right now.
Your proaction is what makes you wise Sandi. And my repsect to you for your continued fight with the MonSter.
My prayers back at/with you.
Be Well,

In January, 2010… I posted about “CCSVI and all the hype.” I have been looking at the procedure ever since that day w/ much interest. On 2/12/2011…I finally pulled the trigger on the procedure.

Just like "Elmo"......CCSVI looks to have the "Staying Power" w/ the MS community

Well……..happy new year everyone.

Been a long time since my last update and I apologize.  Everyone that has MS knows it can be a fulltime job…… in the last six months, I’ve definitely put in the overtime…literally

Family, Work and MS rehab has totally engulfed my life. I try to get in 8 hours of rehab/week…..Then, after all the travel, workouts, and PT/strength training…..there is very little time left to write.

My last post looks to be November and so to start: A little update on Montel and the “Wisconsin Project”. After looking for a follow up the last few months…The best I can deliver is this:

A summary of a twelve person study from the University of Wisconsin using what seems to be the technology in the Montel video.  This summary though, is rather old.

Or this:

A link to “Brainport Technologies” website:

This company is dedicated to the technology and if you navigate through their website, you’ll be able to read clinical publications which are sort of promising.  I have searched all over the web to find a “follow up” to the Montel Williams story this last November but I had no success.  If somebody can find something of a progress report w/ regards to the “Wisconsin Project” or Montel’s progress w/the technology……I’d love to look at the results



I started back at “Pushing Boundaries Gym”, (Redmond, WA)  back in October 2010 and I have continued with “Lokomat” gait re-education 3X/week since. Things are going good but I wish I had not taken 3 months off prior to Oct./2010 (due to lack of money) because I lost a lot of strength during that time.

This last holiday were very busy for the family and I worked a ton of overtime in the last six months of 2010 to catch up financially. My daughter now drives and so I gave her my Buick and I bought an old BMW which runs well and so far has been very reliable.  The best thing about both cars is that they are paid for and I can drive the BMW comfortably.  The BMW has an emergency hand brake as opposed to an emergency foot brake on the Buick. Hopefully you can understand how that would benefit me.

On my MWF rehab days, I drive in excess of 75 miles and spend approximately 2.5 hours in the car. Traffic in this town is crazy but you do what you got to do when you’re sick.  My normal work commute is 58 miles.


Why did I wait for CCSVI?

#1. Money

#2. Risk of re-stenosis associated w/ “the standard liberation procedure”

#3. A better Protocol (we still don’t have an effective scan process down yet)

Where and who you get the CCSVI procedure from is still a big deal right now.  As far as I know….there is only one person in western Washington doing the procedure?  His name is Dr. Torrance Andrews.  Dr Andrews has not been doing the procedure for that long. When I first inquired at Dr. Andrews’s office last September he was just getting started and I was put on a waiting list that was over 120 people long. I checked in with his office numerous times until December.  Never to have my phone calls returned from his support staff……I then looked toward  out of state CCSVI options.

One of the biggest CCSVI “fish” on the west coast is the “Hubbard Foundation” located in San Diego, CA.


Dr. Hubbard and Dr. Haacke in San Diego are the real deal and between the 2 of them they have performed hundreds of CCSVI procedures. Dr. Haacke has a CCSVI protocol named after him and is studying the efficacy of his CCSVI procedure/protocol.

Another great website for CCSVI info is:

The “ThisIsMS” website has an entire forum dedicated to CCSVI and members log in and share their experiences from around the country and the world.


Patient Experiences:

One thing you learn real quick about CCSVI is that no two MS patients have the same out come. Some experience a myriad of lessoned MS symptoms and other MS patients experience nothing.  A few even report that they felt worse after. (But not many)

CCSVI makes sense……..blood flow issues are serious and could cause a number of problems if left untreated……and if those problems get worse…..who knows?????

This was my line of thinking……..Could I have this stenosis?????…….Would I see some relief of symptoms????………I’d at least want to get a scan (all be it…..scans could sometimes be misleading)…………

What if…???????……I kept asking myself

And you just keep wondering.


Leave it to me to ruin a 5 day romantic getaway

Julie and I had planned a little getaway to Palm Springs in early February.

While I continued to look for CCSVI weeks before we were to leave……..I stumbled across this:

Dr. Arata had visited Seattle at the end of January, 2011 and gave a presentation about how he goes about treating CCSVI a little differently than all the others.

I called Dr. Arata and he informed me that since he switched his protocol in July/2010…..he believed his re-stenosis rate to be under 10%.

Those are great ##’s when compared to CCSVI “Liberation procedure” (or the original CCSVI protocol)

Dr Arata treats his patients w/ slightly larger balloons and attacks the valves that surround the affected blood vessel.  He claims that the blood vessel valve is almost always the cause of the stenosis in the area.

Dr. Arata is located in Costa Mesa, CA.  Julie and I were going to be in the area anyway, so why not try and reach out to him and see if he could squeeze me in.  I also liked the fact that he had been performing CCSVI for over a year. That already makes him an elder statesman in this, relativly new, CCSVI  procedure being performed by Interventional Radiologists the world over.

After about a 40 min. Q and A with Dr. Arata I was convinced.  The MRV clearly showed both my jugulars blocked (head/brain bloodflow)…..but Dr. Arata said the Azygos vein (spinal bloodflow) is much more difficult to see until he performed the actual procedure.

During the procedure you are lightly sedated and the whole thing takes about 3hrs from prep to discharge. Dr Arata gave me some blood thinners to take for two weeks and then I should be good to go.

Some of the noticeable improvements I saw just days after receiving the CCSVI procedure were:

– Slightly Better Balance

– Slightly Better Fatigue

– Much Better leg muscle tone (spasticity/stiffness)

– Much Better Heat sensitivity

– Much, Much Improved Sleep

Maybe even more symptoms to come……..Thank you Dr Arata.

A little neck soreness but that seems to be going away.  I went right back to work and am feeling really good right now.

 I’m very hopeful that I will be able to spend more time outside this summer and not inside the house chained to an air conditioner. Already seeing a difference at work.  I’m able to do more stuff on the job and not with as much leg muscle tone (spasticity/stiffness).  Can’t tell you what a relief that has already been. 

Now all I have to do is find insurance coverage for all this.  Should be a piece of cake ….right? 


Be Well


Sorry…my longest post yet.

As men......we sometimes want what we can't have..........For's "Legs"




Scrambling to get out the door every night to work…………….

“What do you need?”……..she asks.

“Legs.”…….I reply in frustration.

Sorry Julie……my stupid sence of humor and I’m only kidding myself.


Hopefully that’s what you’re going to get for me,………not a bunch of complaining bout MS and my struggles. I do complain about my issues w/ insurance and their unwillingness to pay valid claims, however.

I’m getting better at dealing w/ insurance and should have a positive report in a few weeks ( maybe months?) on how I got them to cover “Lokomat” training here in Washington.  I think I’ll be the first.  We’ll see? 

 Complaining about MS is a waste of time. “It is what it is.”…..I say.  Nobody wants to listen to you “bellyache” and I’m to busy working, working out, and keeping the “Small financials” in order.  Oh yea…..I’m a husband/dad first though. I have worked a ton of overtime since July 1, and things have been good physically so I’m able to comfortably take on the extra work and still feel I’m working out hard (away from the job) and continue to slowly get stronger.


 Daily MS life for me can be tough still

Training away from work is the foundation for my little success. I’m working hard and I’m pleased with my efforts in the gym.  I’m putting in the time. You know when you’ve tried or not.  I’m OK w/where I’m at mobility/strength wise.

For the last couple of years…..everything takes a little bit longer…..a little more technical….and a whole lot more tactical.

Each little task in my MS day can be a challange…….i.e.

– How long will it take to get up the stair today.

– How long will it take to get dressed for work.

– How fast can I make it to the bathroom.

– How fast can I get downstairs get something to drink and get back upstairs to bed

– If I leave now while the wife and kids are upstairs…..can I beat them to the car and get in so they don’t have to wait for me.


Each day I try to better myself at these little obstacles. You name it……I can just invent a challenge for myself ….on the fly….anytime…..anywhere……..

…..maybe that’s some of my motivation. Who knows?……I still feel strong to battle all the “crazy little MS life delay’s”. I’ve made the mental adjustments for my mobility issues. Still striving for improvement all the time…though.


Anyhoo…….sorry bout the lack of updates…..things have been good, My energy is good and the fatigue is gone. Spasticity is gone and I hardly ever take Baclofen anymore.  Don’t feel I need it.  As I mentioned before….I’m back on the Lokomat and hopefully to stay if I can get this insurance coverage worked out. (were getting closer).


I have been at the last few weeks corresponding w/ another member: “Jezebel”.  She’s really interested with the whole MSC protocol and asked me some pretty tough questions lately.  I assured her that I was no expert but I would do my best to explain how things have worked for me. It may also explain further how I have been feeling of late.

Here is part of those conversations:


After a few email exchanges Jezebel writes:

Dear Todd,

Forgive me for overwhelming you. (with a ton of questions) Please in any email take your time even if it takes three weeks to respond back; by no means I expect a reply back right away. 

…………….my emails are overwhelming. I am also a bad writer sometimes. The question marks that were in the body of the email were intended to express my thought process, trying to paint an image of what goes inside my head. They were not intended as actual questions. The only questions that I would like to have answered are the numbered questions that I was asking toward the end. Please do take your time, I appreciate all the perspectives you are making me aware of. Here are those questions again…………………


My responses: (I’ll put my answers in bold below) 


Hi Jezebel,

Here you go:

1. You said that Stem Cell therapy did not help you with mobility? What kind of mobility issues do you have? 

A). I’ve walked w/ a cane steadily now since February 2006.  Before that…..I had used the cane only as I tired.  I was building my “Dream House” at the time in 2005/2006. As I was running out of time and money (the house was nowhere near livable yet)…..I had a huge relapse (MS exacerbation) and a nervous breakdown. At that point, I had been Dx’ed w/MS for 12 years. I mistook the exacerbation for “Nerves”, “The stress of it all”and “Overwhelming house remodel”. Never before had I experienced something so debilitating from my MS. Call it Naive” or “Stupidity”…….pressing on to finish the house and all the urgency I felt from it all… was a huge mistake….and looking back….if I would have just dealt w/ me 1st….well????……who knows?. Would I be in the same spot mobility wise?….I often wonder…..things might be a little better now???

The problem that I have w/ mobility is:…..It has been so long since I have walked correctly,…..that my bad habits and walking form have become normal.  I’m trying very hard to break these bad habits.  Stem cell has given me the ability to now tackle this issue. My MS is currently very stable and I am able to focus a lot of my free time… (w/ family I don’t have a lot)…to all my gait and leg strength issues.

I will never give up my quest to walk independently again.  Right now I definitely have the strength to walk…..It’s just the neural communication that I lack.  Damaged nerves definitely. But honestly…..I think stem cell has done a little repair in this department. I have moments of greatness where I will put down my cane and try to take a few steps in the house……but the moons have to be aligned just so (LOL) and I have to be completely rested.  These moments are weeks apart but they are still there.  Consistency in my training regimen is something that will give me better results…..It’s tough w/ the job,  family and money.  The kind of “gait re-education” via Lokomat is not cheap,… ($15,000+ post stem cell and counting)…I’m currently working w/ insurance on this.

I’m hopefull…..I’m also looking into CCSVI….Do I believe CCSVI is the answer to my MS issues???

Of coarse not….but it may just open some new doors with me and help me unlock the “Walking puzzle”.  There are so many pieces and any little help I can get…..”I’m all ears”

So there you go……”Who’s being long-winded now!!!!”

Such a long answer to such a simple question……damn….I’ve looked at these for a week now and I know the questions get a little harder…..but….you asked for it!

2. I am glad that your Stem Cell Therapy helped with fatigue, and strength. I understand your work is very demanding, and that is also something I want to be like: have a job that help others but with the fatigue I have now, I can’t even help a snail! But I guess you would it do it again, because it makes you feel less tired, and stronger physically to handle your own body. Am I correct in saying that?

A). Fatigue has been the “God-send” of the whole stem cell process.  Ask anyone online that has gone through “Slavin’s” protocol and they would attest to some sort of fatigue relief.  As for the longevity of this for them….I do not know….MSC people have stopped updateing….so all I can do is speak for myself…..

One year plus….post stem cell….and my MS fatigue is still a non-issue.  Yesterday was Friday and the 19th working day in a row for me. Since June I have put in a ton of OT. Even a 26 day in a row stretch. Still able to get 5-6 hours of rehab and strength training/week in as well.

I am so happy to have that part of my life back.  It puts me in fighting mode….as was before MSC….I was happy just to have days of “maintain mode” w/ all of the fatigue I was having. I lost a lot of muscle mass back then…..and yes….defiantly a lot of weight lost….but not the kind of pounds you want to be losing.

To some currently…..I may look the same mobility wise….but they cannot deny the muscle mass increase or the fact that I am currently working my ass off. (actually my butt is getting a little stronger….we’re doing weight lifting “squats” at the gym….so techincally…I’m putting a little ass on…..LOL)

Whoops……another long answer…..”what were we talking about again??”

“Oh yea….Fatigue…….YEP….Much better….hopefully done with fatigue for a while.”

3. Aside from the mental issues, if you had the choice to go back with the option of getting stem cell transplant prior to experimenting with Other MS medication, how would you approach it? would you change anything in the way you handled the process of your medication history? do you think you would have decided to get stem cell earlier than you did? if Yes, why? if No, why? 

A) No


And the fact that… the time, my disability was not that great….maybe due to the fact that I had been on a FDA approved DMD for years and was stable.

There’s that word again “Stability”……such a critical MS word!!

Copaxone was a godsend to me and afforded me eight valuable years of Stability. Once I started to falter we tried “Rebif” only to find out after six months my body rejected it. (Developed cellulitis in both arms at injection sites)…So Doc said inteferon’s were not for me…..So on to Novantrone…..Once again: Stability for me for another 2 years.  Then “Tysabri” since Sept 2006 and still on it.

Novatrone had totally wiped me out…..It’s Chemo for “Christ sake” and I never really regained my strength after taking it.  Tysabri has kept me stable since it inception but after Novatrone the MS fatigue had settled in nicely and was with me to stay.

I probably stayed with Novatrone to long….I let the drug wear me down and damage my heart in the process…..I firmly believe….use Novantrone w/ MS people to get stable…then….get the hell off it.  The long-term effects are to costly….again…hindsight 20/20.

So………as you can see…..I sort of was running out of FDA options. I did about six months of research and doled out a ton of cash for a MSC study.  That’s right…..A MSC study!!!

Let’s give you a little bit of stem cell and make sure it doesn’t kill you.  But the research I had done prior said the results had some positives. Possible repair of damaged nerves. Hmmm….what other options did I have last year???? I was very weak and feared losing my job.  If I could  raise the cash, I would go……

I’ll be paying for MSC for a while.

Copaxone, Novantrone, and Tysabri all did what they we’re supposed to do for me. They gave me “Stability”. They worked and I would try them all over again before I shelled out the big bucks.  We don’t hear from the patients that MSC didn’t work on.  I bet they are out there.

There is that word again “Stability”.  I was one of the fortunate one w/ MSC.  Do I plan to return for more?……possibly….gotta come up with the cash first….I gonna have this CCSVI scan first.  That’s gonna be about $2000.00 I think?


4. relating to the question in point 3, I am still a bit struggling with why you feel that stem cell therapy should be exhausted as a last resort? Are you concerned that it is too much money for the benefits you received? are you concerned that patients may be having high expectation from stem cell therapy and it is not really all that, and that the results can be just as well achieved with less expensive treatments such as proper diet, counseling and MS medications?

A) You Say: 

“and that the results can be just as well achieved with less expensive treatments such as proper diet, counseling and MS medications?”

You bet that’s what I’m saying!!!,……..Try a DMD……yes it will be Nerve wracking at first for some…..

But it’s about “stability”…..MSC… I believe in,..The Slavin protocol…I believe in. But I also believe that Stability can be achieved w/ the right DMD and other supplemental medication here in the US and if you can get insurance to pay for it…….why the hell not.

 The mind is first.  Some people freak out over the words “Anti-depresants” or “Anti-anxiety” medication. I’ve taken them. Still do. Wellbutrin works for me. I get angry when I don’t take it.  The wife doesn’t like angry.

Well there it is……..your questions…..Good questionsI’d say.  Makes me think of where I’ve been….and where I‘m going.

I pray that you find MS stability Jezebel. Promise me you will do what ever it takes to get that.

ONCE YOU GET YOUR MIND RIGHT……the rest will follow.

Be Well Jezebel


It is nice to finally be off that bumpy road

Well it’s been one year since transplant in Athens.  I think after I returned home I was saying to myself……”What in the hell did I just do?” 

I was definitely pretty weak and in no shape to immediately return to work. Matter a fact…..It took 4 months of hard rehab and then I was still pretty weak when I returned to work in February 2010.  How these people do it (return to work right away) I do not know.  I guess everybody is different.  

It’s been awhile since my last update and I apologise.  I have been working a ton.  In the last 40 days I have only had 2 days off.  Pretty much worked all of July as well. 

I’ve been feeling very strong. Even w/ all the working I’ve been doing, I always try to get a good hour to 1.5 hour…workout in at home.  Started lifting weights again and then I’ll finish on the elliptical for 20-25 minutes that same day. 

(Yes…….my life is that boring right now…..Work, exercise, sleep, eat…..hang with family………….Goto work…and do it all over again…….day after day……. 

I have not been to “Lokomat” training sine June.  I plan on returning in October providing I can find some funds.  I think I will do alright when I return as I feel with every month that has gone by…….I seem to be getting stronger. 

I know the CCSVI is all the rage right now in the MS community and I’ve been following it a little bit.  Not as much as I could be only because I’m so caught up in my own progress, getting stronger and uping the resistance in my training schedual.  I still feel like things are slowly getting better. Any free time I have right now seems to be on getting my financial house in order and submitting insurance claims.  So sorry bout the boring report. 

I sent an email off to professor Slavin the other day (Aug. 30, 2010) and here is that exchange: 


Dear Professor Slavin,
A little over 11 months since the MSC procedure….all is well….and I could not be happier.
This last weekend I did not work. Before that, I had worked 26 days in a row.  I used to work a lot of overtime to make extra money for the family up until the summer of 2008.  Then,…because of the MS fatigue….I was not strong enough to work weekend overtime and used my weekends to rest up for the next work week.  I missed a lot work time to MS fatigue in 2009. The Israel and then Athens trips took a lot out of me as well… last year.
Hindsight…I wish I could have seen more of those beautiful countries……But I was there for MSC and didn’t have a lot of energy for sightseeing.
Anyway….hopefully those days are behind me as I am much, much stronger now and getting stronger by the month. I’ve gained 15 pounds (muscle mass) and I now work all the weekend overtime I want.  I still have good energy after work to exercise.  I even started to lift weights again.
Unfortunately I have had to take a break from my “Lokomat” (gait/re-education) machine due to the cost involved.  Since my return from Athens I have used the “Lokomat” machine 110 times (between 40-50min sessions).  At $160.00/visit, you can see why I had to stop.  I have been fighting w/ my insurance company to help with some of the cost…..but so far I have got nothing out of them.  Once I get some more money…..I hope to get back to “Lokomat” training, but for now……I’m still exercising at home just about everyday and am staying strong.
A lot of people who I talk to on the internet, which have gone through your MSC procedure, all comment on the same thing.
We are all grateful for the lessened MS fatigue and everyone I talked too is so grateful to have that quality of their life back.
I went to a fundraising event this last weekend and ran into Dr. Jerry Nepom. I told him of how happy I was to have had the procedure done.  He again asked about the published work and I assured him that it was out there.  I have read the report but seemed to have misplaced the link on my internet browser.  Could you pass it along to me again?
Anything new on the horizon with your work in regards to MSC or something I may be interested in?  I know you have my cells just sitting around…..I wouldn’t mind doing this all again if you think it would be to my benefit. Of course, I would need some time to gather some money together. I think I am still making slow progress…..with the empathise on “slow”. Definitely I am much stronger than last year and I seem to be dealing with the heat better.  I even sweat now when I do my cardio exercise. Haven’t done that in a while.
Hope all is well with you and everyone I met at CTCI.  Say Hi to them for me.  Thank them for their hard work.
Thank you Sir as well.
Be Well
Todd Small 


His response: 


Dear Mr. Small, 

Thanks for your kind words. Attached please find some of our publications on the topic. 

As for the future, please note the following:
We have gained a lot of experience treating patients with multiple sclerosis with bone marrow derived mesenchymal stromal cells (MSC) and now also using adipose tissue derived MSCs which can be prepared from liposuction. Again, some patients benefit a lot while others do not. Rarely, patients claim disease progression but no complications thus far from the procedure itself.  When patients benefit, which seems to be the case in about 60% of cases – we know we have done some good. When patients do not report any obvious benefit, we do not know if this means failure or merely slowing or stopping the disease process. Only future will tell.
As you may know, we are constantly pioneering new procedures for patients with MS and other neurological diseases as well. For your information, we are making continuous progress and recently developed new future methods to improve the outcome. 

In the laboratory, we can now trans-differentiate bone marrow and adipose tissue derived mesenchymal stromal stem cells to neural stem cells, motor neurons, dopaminergic neurons, astrocytes and oligodendrocytes that can produce myelin, and therefore we believe it may be possible to use such methods to induce re-myelination in patients with multiple sclerosis and like this improve the outcome using cell therapy.

We need to do animal studies to confirm the efficacy of out new patented procedure before we can get approval to apply our new methods clinically at the patient’s bedside. This is why we always keep frozen cells in our freezers, to be able to come back and possibly provide more effective treatment in the future.

Interestingly, adipose tissue derived mesenchymal stromal stem cells seem to develop much faster and much nicer as compared with bone marrow derived stem cells but we do not yet know which source of MSCs is more effective clinically.
In summary, what we can suggest now is one of the following:
–      Try treatment with adipose tissue derived mesenchymal stromal stem cells (MSC) which can be prepared from liposuction which in the laboratory seem to be most effective in transforming into neural stem cells and other cell types of the central nervous system although no one knows which MSCs are better, bone marrow or adipose tissue derived, yet getting similar yet different type of MSCs may provide another chance in case such cells are clinically more effective.
–      Do nothing now and wait until we finish investigating our new procedures in animal models and if such experiments will show benefit, get treatment using your own bone marrow cells we keep for future procedures, using MSCs pretreated by our new biotechnology.

Shimon Slavin, M.D.
Professor of Medicine
Scientific & Medical Director
The International Center for Cell Therapy & Cancer Immunotherapy (CTCI) 


So there you go………..I’m feeling strong and am back to my old ways………cheating sleep,  working out hard and still………ALWAYS………tring to wriggle free from the confines of MS. 

Not cured…….but very stable…….HAPPY……..PRODUCTIVE…….and thankful for family and friends support and progressive science. 

Be Well, 


******** Note: I had my 52nd dose of Tysabri on Teusday……I’ve enrolled in a new blood study that pertains to the J.C. virus.  I’ll be updating on that soon as I hear the results from Dr. Kita in about 3 more weeks.

The "cake" would be "the cure"


Exciting times in the MS community.  CCSVI is all the hype and sounds very promising.  The researchers have now ran with it so I’m sure it will be a couple of years before we see a safe protocol put in place for normal MS’er to be tested and then treated with a safe procedure with minimal risk of re-stenosis. Some of the testing procedures available so far for CCSVI are prone to produce a “false positive” for the condition. 

More on CCSVI……the link is here: 

I was in Dr. Kita’s office the other day and we discussed where we are with MS currently. This is my take on that conversation. 

Maintenance/Modifying Medication – If you have been diagnosed w/ MS…then you should be on one of these medications. Whether it is from a big name pharmaceutical or you have a natural plan that you follow……either way……you as an MS patient….have talked w/ your doctor and devised a plan of therapy in order to keep you stable. A plan to help the disease from progressing.  I personally am a big pharmaceutical guy. I take a drug called “Tysabri”. Some of the other big phama drugs and therapy’s available are Avonex, Beta Seuron, Copaxone, Rebif, Novantrone, Low Dose Naltrexone (LDN)…….to name a few. 

Conditions that enhance disease progression – I won’t go into all the conditions for the sake that I am not a doctor and am the least qualified to tell you what motivates the MonSter in all of us MS’ers……but I will talk to one condition that is getting all the hype right now and it is CCSVI (See wiki link above). It seems to me, and Dr. Kita agrees, that CCSVI is a condition that is not going to help your MS and also is not the cause of the disease. CCSVI is simply a blood flow/blockage issue in which a very high percentage of MS patients, that have been looked at for CCSVI, have in common. My hope is that a protocol can be quickly developed to detect and repair this condition in the MS’ers that it affects. The MS community needed this protocol in place yesterday

Myelin Regeneration (Repair) – Stem Cell. We’re getting closer but still not there.  I believe the procedure I had done worked to some degree and is slowly continuing to work. But how do we get the procedure I had done….put it on steroids?(Speed the repair….so to speak) This is the next step.  The study in which I took part in was effective in the fact that it proved to the world that this procedure can be safely administered and basically not kill anybody.  Now I think it is a matter of volume and further refinement. Meaning: “Which one of these little MSC’s is the magic Band-Aid?”  



And lastly……”The Cure” – Let’s not lose sight of this……How do we turn our immune system off just enough so it will not attack us and eat away that Myelin? 

Immunology working w/ Neurology holds the answer I believe.  A while back a local Doctor I met last year got promoted. I received the following email: 


To:     VMHS/VMMC Boards, Benaroya Research Institute Board and Executive Leadership 

From: Gary S. Kaplan, MD, Chairman and CEO 

RE:      Dr. Nepom Named Director of Immune Tolerance Network 

I am very pleased to inform you that the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases (NIAID) has named Gerald T. Nepom, MD, PhD, as director of the Immune Tolerance Network (ITN), one of the largest government-funded clinical research networks in the country working to establish new treatments for diseases of the immune system. 

This is a tremendous honor and well-deserved appointment for Dr. Nepom, who presently is director of Benaroya Research Institute (BRI) at Virginia Mason. He will maintain both positions with BRI and the ITN, providing scientific oversight and management. The ITN appointment includes a $1 million management contract for BRI in 2010, confirming the institute’s international leadership role in immunology research. 

Attached is the press release with more details about the announcement. It will be distributed to the media and other audiences Tuesday, April 6. Please join me in congratulating Dr. Nepom and thanking him for his invaluable leadership in advancing science and eliminating autoimmune diseases. 


Hmmmm……………..So what can our Immune systems tolerate??….Can we turn down the volume??…..Can we locate the mutiny in the Immune Army??  

I think I’ll try to pay Dr. Nepom a visit and see where we are at in all this. (Remember: Dr Nepom was the first doctor in Washington that I found that endorsed Professor Slavin’s MSC protocol). Dr Nepom then referred me to Dr. Kita. 


Don’t get me wrong CCSVI is a great discovery and will help many when properly implemented. All that I’m saying is…..Eliminating CCSVI is not the end all…….and we need to stay focused on the “Cake”. 

Be Well 


When it comes to MS infomation........the "Zen Warrior" he likes to call one of the best sources on the web.

Marc is one of the best sources of MS info I know.  I like reading his stuff because he is always very thorough……and gives it to you straight. This last Sunday he now speaks from experience with regards to being one of the few pioneers involving CCSVI. 

CCSVI is the hot topic around the MS community. Marc did and awesome job in explaining the exploratory/repair procedure that is required before the decision is made to proceed w/ surgeory…..or not. 

again the link: 



Marc has a way w/ words…….and while reading…..the then 42 comments from his followers……I came across this: 

Marc writes: 

           “Educate yourself,….. advocate for yourself,….. 

……….. and don’t lose track of the fact that despite the disease, life can still be filled with grace and beauty. It may take a bit of rummaging around to find it, but it’s there, and the work required to live in the moment and take responsible (ity)  for your own emotional well-being pays off exponentially.” 


Well said……..I thought to myself. 

Funny how a lot of us MS’ers share that same Crystal Clear Credo. 

Be Well 


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